Dilemma

My heart races when I see you,
But you don’t know it.
I get weak in my knees when I’m near you,
But you don’t notice it.
I get nervous when I talk to you,
But I don’t show it.
I dream about you,
I crave you more each day.
It puts me in a trance when I see your face.
Your voice is my pulse’s song.
Your smile just increases how much I yearn.
I tell my friends about you…just referring to you as ‘this girl’.
I tell them that I have never met anyone like ‘this girl’.
I tell them I badly want ‘this girl’.
I want you to be the centerpiece of my world.
All these things, you don’t know.
So many things, I don’t know if you will ever know.

In my dreams, we have had the perfect date,
We have traveled to many places,
I’ve seen you from every angle.
You are my assigned angel.
In my mind, I have already touched you.
In my mind, I have already made love to you…
Confirming the hidden love I have for you.
I want to ask your friends about you,
But I don’t want to give anything away.
If only I knew the right words to say
To make you see me on the inside
So I won’t have to keep this trapped inside.
In bliss with you, is where I want to be.
I want to give you the best of me.
How to make it happen? I don’t know.
Do you even want to know?
What can I do to show it?
I don’t know how long I can suppress it.
For so long I’ve been keeping it in.
I can see it in your eyes.
I’m scared to make my move because I don’t know what you’re thinking.
Don’t want to step out and fall on my face.
Don’t want to reveal my feelings and feel ashamed.