I saw it,
But I ignored it.
We were just out having some fun.
I was out with my boys.
She was out with her girls.
I was looking for her to tell her
Something sweet. And as I looked across the club,
I saw him give her a simple hug.
It was an ex of hers,
But I paid it no mind because I’m secure.
I wanted to make her smile
So I went and whispered in her ear, ‘Without you, I have no life.”
Her face became red as I told her, ‘I always want to be your man.’
A slow jam played, and I held her close as we danced.
Then she and her crew left to go get something to eat…so they said.
So when I got home, why did I find her and her ex in my bed?
As my mind was in rewind,
Before she left the club, she told me, ‘I love you’, followed by a kiss. Was that to make me blind?
I trusted her fully.
I didn’t ever think she would do this to me.
I could go on and on about how good I was.
It doesn’t mean anything because
How can you just mangle a heart that way?
How can morals be so easily thrown away?
Plenty times, I could have done the same…never did it.
I have had many temptations. Did I do them? I didn’t.
I thought back to what I had told her earlier.
I had gotten so mad that I could’ve choked her.
Going off was gonna do what?
She made it obvious she didn’t give a f*ck.
Could I have beaten him? Yes, I could’ve.
But let’s be real…the onus is on her.
He could only do what she allowed him to do.
It was apparent that what happened is what she wanted to do.
In my bed, my world became so thin.
I guess now I have to take back the ring
That I had bought on yesterday to propose to her on this night.
Tonight was supposed be a night full of dreams come true, not my fright night.
Every carat symbolized the years we’d been together…which was five.
What I said to her earlier this night foreshadowed what would be confirmed on this night.
When I saw it,
Maybe shouldn’t have ignored it.
When I saw it,
Maybe I should have asked her about it.
Hindsight is always 20/20…so who knows?
It was bound to happen…I supposed.
I wish I knew how to get up.
No matter how hard I try, I can’t because my body is numb
From the effects of being left in the cold.
I don’t know what else to say. I’m stunned.
Before I stepped out and bought that ring, I wish I had known.
But I ignored it.
We were just out having some fun.
I was out with my boys.
She was out with her girls.
I was looking for her to tell her
Something sweet. And as I looked across the club,
I saw him give her a simple hug.
It was an ex of hers,
But I paid it no mind because I’m secure.
I wanted to make her smile
So I went and whispered in her ear, ‘Without you, I have no life.”
Her face became red as I told her, ‘I always want to be your man.’
A slow jam played, and I held her close as we danced.
Then she and her crew left to go get something to eat…so they said.
So when I got home, why did I find her and her ex in my bed?
As my mind was in rewind,
Before she left the club, she told me, ‘I love you’, followed by a kiss. Was that to make me blind?
I trusted her fully.
I didn’t ever think she would do this to me.
I could go on and on about how good I was.
It doesn’t mean anything because
How can you just mangle a heart that way?
How can morals be so easily thrown away?
Plenty times, I could have done the same…never did it.
I have had many temptations. Did I do them? I didn’t.
I thought back to what I had told her earlier.
I had gotten so mad that I could’ve choked her.
Going off was gonna do what?
She made it obvious she didn’t give a f*ck.
Could I have beaten him? Yes, I could’ve.
But let’s be real…the onus is on her.
He could only do what she allowed him to do.
It was apparent that what happened is what she wanted to do.
In my bed, my world became so thin.
I guess now I have to take back the ring
That I had bought on yesterday to propose to her on this night.
Tonight was supposed be a night full of dreams come true, not my fright night.
Every carat symbolized the years we’d been together…which was five.
What I said to her earlier this night foreshadowed what would be confirmed on this night.
When I saw it,
Maybe shouldn’t have ignored it.
When I saw it,
Maybe I should have asked her about it.
Hindsight is always 20/20…so who knows?
It was bound to happen…I supposed.
I wish I knew how to get up.
No matter how hard I try, I can’t because my body is numb
From the effects of being left in the cold.
I don’t know what else to say. I’m stunned.
Before I stepped out and bought that ring, I wish I had known.
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