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Don’t know this feeling that I feel.
I can’t quite explain the things that are going through me.
It simplifies my complexities.
It reaches to the ends of my extremities.
I’m starting to smile and not notice it.
It makes me laugh when I don’t feel like doing it.
I’ve never felt this way, never been in this situation.
I don’t know what to call it, but I know it far surpasses infatuation.
I feel free, from feeling like I was bound.
I’m suddenly so high that I don’t know what it is to be down.
I get tingly in places I didn’t know were there.
Unlike my past, this feeling is causing me to care.
It causes me to do in situations I used to ignore.
It makes me go beyond the standard, to push through for more.
My mind is starting to think more, starting to expand.
My imagination now travels to distant lands.
When did this happen? I don’t know.
What caused its start? I wish I had known.
It’s too late for me to ask, because it’s too late for me to prevent.
At some point, I must have let my guard down and let it penetrate my fortress.
My walls, so strong, are starting to fade.
My defense mechanisms have passed away.
At first, it felt funny. It didn’t feel right.
But, now it has me so addicted, that I think about it through the night.
How? It couldn’t have been complicated.
When? I can’t explain it.
It rid me of that old tired feeling, and I feel restored.
I just know that I’ve never felt it before.
And now that I’ve had it, I want it and need it more.