My Cry

My cry was so loud, but you didn’t hear.
Your mind was over there with him.
But, your shell was right here.
I didn’t realize I had lost you.
Only tried to get your attention.
Just proved to be unsuccessful…
I have to rid myself of this tension.

I heard the rumors.
Trusted you. Thought there was nothing to them.
All the nights you had to ‘work late’,
My thoughts never hesitated.
Looking back, it was around that time
When you started pulling away. You were no longer mine.
Like a fool, I was ignorant to the fact
That you betrayed me.
So cold that you never looked back
To see my torn soul left in pieces.
I don’t know you no more. Don’t know what this is.
Many letdowns, so many broken promises.
Becoming selfish, no more compromises.
Stranger, don’t you hear my wailing?
Does it not bother you that we’re failing?
How could have I have been so stupid, so aloof?
I wish I had never loved you.