Displaced

No longer believe in love at first sight
Because I’m blind to the sights.

Soul tattered,
Heart calloused
By the onslaught…the onslaught of hollow emotions.
I’m broken…broken by un-kept promises.
I’m torn…torn from never getting more.
So I mourn the loss of joy,
Mourn the death of happiness.
Love only exists in fantasy.

So I’m shutting the door to fantasy’s hallucinations.
No longer falling victim to its bait.
Will no longer be an addict of the unreal.
Hurt so much, I no longer feel.
Trapped in a darkened place.
A refugee of love’s horrific hurricane…
I’m displaced.
Let my soul rest and meditate.

Stopped thinking this love thing is real.
Can’t continue to carry its infection,
Making my heart cold.
I need the pill…give me the antidote
To soothe the pain.
The agony can’t continue to reign.
I’m weak, tired of waiting.
So I’ll rest, heal, and meditate.