Oblivious

Have to be conscious of how much I’m nice.
Of how many times I make you smile, I must be mindful.
Have to walk on eggshells when it comes to how much I’m respectful.
You can’t take anything in the category of normal.
Only acceptable of what’s abnormal
Because that’s your normality.
You don’t want to be #1, just another’s casualty.
Enjoy the fact they fuck you over time and time again.
You claim you want different, but continue to have ‘Another Again’
But it goes in reverse.
Talk the talk of wanting to reach the pinnacle.
But yet, you persistently chase the perverse.
Step to me like I’m blind….seriously???
Think I want to go on that ride…really????
And you wonder why you attract a certain type.
It’s because you walk in the dark.
You’ve learned to settle for less; now you can’t treat me right.
Yeah, I got my flaws and all.
But I won’t throw that weight on you so it’ll lead to your downfall.

You think it’s cool, but it ain’t.
Excuse my vernacular, but shit ain’t copasetic.
When it comes to realness, I know you haven’t had it.
Why you’re adverse to it? I can’t fathom.
You say you don’t play, but you’re executing the game,
Thinking I will trip and fall lame
To the silly reasons you’re giving trying to explain
The basis of your actions.
Don’t apply to me what you do to others.
So with my focus, I’ll do a retraction.
You can’t appreciate the appreciation someone has for you.
You can’t value the high value I place on you.
You can’t like the that fact that someone actually likes you for you,
Has interest in you, and wants to get to know you.
But you’re wide open for a parasite,
Allowing yourself to be sucked dry.
You embrace the leech,
The very one who uses you and cheats.
So it’s a wash.
I’m no longer attempting to exhibit and convince you of the obvious.
It’s your obligation to stop being ignorant and oblivious.